I want to live in a place where the weather is warm all year round and there are pretty beaches. I want to be able to leave work-related worries behind when I leave office in the night and not have them prey on my mind till I go back the next morning. I want to be skinny. I want to go shopping and blow an entire month's pay on clothes. I want to drink beer and not get fat. I want to be as good a writer as I think I am. I want to stop feeling like life is passing by too fast and I'm somehow getting left behind. I want some reassurance that the choices I've made in my life have been the right ones. I want to know that I haven't caused any lasting damage due to my own indecision. I want to feel more in control and less like I'm spiralling faster and faster towards an unknown doom, trapped in a web of my own making.
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